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I am so happy to read about your secure feelings of attachment to ftt...you SO deserve someone like that to help you heal. It seems like the fact that you are so comfortable with her frees up your energy to really get to the core issues...how could you have ever done that with desk T painting her nails or whatever? Ftt seems like a perfect fit for where you are in your healing right now

I'm so sorry to hear about the terror you felt as a little girl. No one should have to feel that.

You are working hard and it's paying off. Rest well tonight, dear friend!