Tay, but I said I wanted psychodynamic therapy and that's what she does! Personality disorders were on her list, too. From her description, she sounded good!

Blue: No. 1 doesn't take my insurance, though she said I could pay less, but it wasn't low enough. She gave me someone else's number, but she doesn't seem to have enough experience for me. I didn't call, but she was also on psychologytoday.

I probably said too much, but if I'm not honest, what's the use? I said I saw 4 Ts and wanted to figure out why I attached to 2 of them. I said I had BPD, since PD were on her list. I said something about it being a catch-22, and she said "then you don't want to attach to a T?" I said emphatically that I do! She then said it takes 5 yrs. of long-term therapy and I'd be better off with the T who knows me.

I don't think I like her anyway, after that conversation. I miss my T, flaws and all, but I have to try this, at least for a consultation in person once I find someone who will see me!