Right now, I really can't take it.

My life is worthless. I'm sick of my mood changing so much in a day and I can't wait till I get any medication or real support.

My bf is in one of his moods where he wants to be alone - but i need him right now but he;s ignoring me.

If the one person i trust and care about that i believe to be the most understanding on ****ed up me isn't here, there's no point to anything I do.

No more. I need the pain to stop. Sick of it.