and I really just want this day to be over already. For the last week, at least, I've been waking up hours before my alarm. Then, I'm stuck staying awake until it's time for school.

I cry over everything, or have no reaction to it whatsoever. I'm to the point where stress makes me physically ill. I hate school. The only reason I haven't dropped out yet is because I was a minor until just before the second semester started. I only have a few months left until graduation, but it's almost as thought that makes it harder for me to finish.

I just can't stand this. I have no idea what makes me like this, but I'm definitely not okay with it. I'm constantly bored, or on the verge of tears. Why can't I be like everyone else? Just for a little while?