Hello, Normalplease!

Looking over some of your earlier posts, your mother was opposed to you seeing any type of therapist or medical professional to be checked out. Is this still the case? Now, as an adult, you may have more options. Yes, living at home and being in school still have their limitations, but you may be able to secure your privacy much more effectively.

School counselors or even a school nurse should be available (you've already tried that route; now may be a better time). Community agencies (2-1-1, 211.org in the US) might also be able to serve you.

As hard as it is, your last few months in school are a window of opportunity to obtain assistance for problems that probably won't go away with graduation.