Crystal - I don't know. I've only been really diagnosed and don't want to self diagnose any of my symptoms. I think from what I know that I am rapid cycling. I'm so exhausted and sick of being this unstable.

Vampi - I don't have a doctor. Just the one GP I got a referral for a psychologist for and I've only had one session so far. I'm not a local where I am at the moment, so it's a mess. I trying to make myself go to emergency. There's a hospital close by me.

I was starting to slowly get it together again an hour ago but I seem to be falling apart once more now.