Hi Sj - glad you are posting and I hope you can keep sorting thru those feelings of "S", and posting that you know you DO want to live is a good start !!! EVERYONE has emotions, and feelings - when you expressed YOUR feelings to your g/f, they were "your feelings" . I think that it is progress that you did express them!!! Getting those feelings OUT, even if she got mad, was healthy for YOU. (I don't know anything about your g/f, but from reading posts lately, I am certainly concerned if she is a support person at all, and that worries me!)

Please take note - the Date August 23 has now been removed from ALL calendars. It no longer exists !

Keep that safety belt attached snuggly, and please stop in from time to time today to let us know how you are doing !!! We all have hold of that belt !