ugh. I've been unable to hold down a job since 2000. I had a nervous breakdown at my job and that was it. I've had a job here in Texas, only 2 days a month, but even that was too much for me. I can't do 8 hour days. I can do 4, but 8 is just too much for me.

I'm glad you've got someone to talk to. If you really feel that you need to be at the hospital, please call 911. They don't make you feel bad for calling