Secret,
I am so very sorry...

Having a structured environment is fine, but there has to be some flexibility if they expect us to begin to heal.
Jmo, but they were ROs to handle it this way so early in the program. I won't suggest trying it again, perhaps staying in touch with your counselor and try to work through the feelings that surfaced during this farce of a treatment place.

Keep posting, PM if you are comfortable doing so...will gladly share other communication avenues with you.
Please do whatever you can to step out of your "cave."
I say cave because it's probably where I would after this happening...

Know that you are loved and we care
I Care

In Peace