I told my dad everything. My SI, my SU thoguhts and that im severly depressed. You know what happens, he yells at me telling me that I have no ****ing reason to be depressed and he was bullied worse than me BLAH BLAH ****ing BLAH. He doesn't even flinch, he doesnt feel anything, I feel so alone, he didnt even offer to get me help. I dont want to live. No one cares about me and no one wants me around.
AHHHHH NO ONE ****ING CARES!!!!!!!!
I feel so alone, I don't want to exist

What do I do now, I've done everyhting I possibly can to get help. But all ive been told is I have no reason to be depressed. THAN WHY DONT YOU TELL ME WHY IM SO DEPRESSED!!!!!!
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What now???