I am so, so sorry that this happened. PLEASE, hang on. PC wants you. PC cares about you.
Is there anyone else you can talk to?
I doubt myself because I have NO REASON to be depressed. But no one can judge that for other people. If you say you are, I beleive you.
Sometimes people don't understand. They can't beleive. Doesn't mean it's not real.
Hang on.