(((jmall)))

I don't have the right words to direct you to the right help, but I do have feelings and I can feel your pain. Please don't give up. Keep coming here. The people on PC are a varied group but we have things in common. We are all in pain AND we want to help each other. I'm not much help but I'm sending good thoughts your way. Please don't give up. I hope things somehow work out for you.