Thank you all

I ended up talking with him on the phone last night. I explained how I feel and he explained how he feels. I really do hope that we can be friends for ever.
I'm sorry that I gave him 'mixed' signals if that's what I did.
I don't think that I could ever have a romantic relationship with him. The attraction is just not there from my side and I think to start a relationship like he wants that attraction needs to be there.

I know that I have hurt him and that causes me pain too - but not what he is feeling now. I try my best never to hurt any one and to make everyone happy (something the T says we need to review haha).

Thanks for the hugs and thoughts everyone