I'm so frustrated today. I am still waiting to hear back on next steps. Fortunately, I did hear that the next step I want to happen will happen, which will give me more control over the process. I, however, am waiting to get more information. Really frustrating. I am virtually at a standstill because of this issue. It has brought my progress to a screeching halt. I would at this point like to be focused on relaunching the business but instead I have to wait on somebody else's decision. Moreover, other people are depending on me. It pisses me off when people withhold information. Very frustrating. Having a place where I can vent is helpful. Just getting this off my chest is useful. I am not going to give up. I am going to fight tooth and nail. I will not give in. I need to be patient and not panic. This is a good opportunity for me to test my coolness under pressure. I am proud that I am taking very good care of myself physically, which is helping me physically and psychologically. Strong body= Strong mind = Strong spirit. I will not give up!