i'm sorry that you're so limited in your search for help. BUT, i have an idea. we have a therapist here that you can ask questions. that would be a start. then, how about googling in your questions and find some help online? i've found tons of resources online. i only got a T recently and before that i used the internet constantly hunting for answers. i think you'll be surprised at the depth of resources that you can use. oxxo pat

p.s. on the top of the page, is says "ask". click on that and it takes you to our online therapist.