Thank you The thing is, I don't feel extremely sad. I'm just bored. My anxiety is my big thing, but I'm learning to live with it because I've had it for so long. I just want my interests back. I used to love art, and was so motivated for it. What happened? I'm worried my interests might start shifting to something mundane like sports. I guess I am bored with myself. I'm bored with writing about the same thing over and over. But writing about a new thing doesn't really seem like something I want to do either. I guess it's my own fault because I don't try to get out more or put more variety into my life and my work. But that's my self esteem talking..