Thank you both for your replies. Yes I do journal, but I get bored with it. That's part of the problem..I'm bored with my life, and with myself. I used to love art and writing, used to be motivated to do them. I don't know where that went. I feel bad about it. I feel like a self centered brat, like I complain a lot about issues that aren't even there. Maybe it's my fault because I don't try to add more variety to my life. I know why this is. I know why I don't try to help myself more, but I'm too ashamed to admit it. It's so pathetic. I feel like people would think less of me because of it.