Thanks everyone. You basically confirmed what I was thinking. Psychiatrists are for meds and more thorough mental disorder diagnosis. Why suggest that if I'm not on meds or if she didn't think I needed them? The meds topic has never came up either way. Neither has any sort of mental disorder diagnosis came up. The paranoia part of me from my history worries I'm being played like she plays the good guy who thinks I don't need them yet sends me to the bad guy. (been there) I probably have only had 2 good sessions alone with her..the other couple were ALL my mother. It didn't come up in today's appointment but if she brings it up again then obviously I need to ask her to explain it better.