Yesterday my T told me she is taking two weeks off for her vacation, which she does every year around this time. Then she told me I could call her if I needed her during her vacation. I told her that I would never do that, and she said she wants me to know she is there, and that she knows it helps me to just know that. She is so right! I feel better able to handle anything life throws at me when I know she is there if I need her. I have been seeing her for many years and always knew i could call, but she never said that so deliberately before. It just made me feel so safe and secure. I think a lot of times I am scared of being alone in the world, left to face everything on my own. But I'm not really alone. Those are just feelings from the past when I really was alone. I love my T!