Is it me, or does everything just get harder at the month mark? Seriously, I dont know how many times I've slipped at the month mark. Why at that point? Today I have 36 days and I want nothing more than to stay with my sobriety, it just seemed so much easier in the first month than going into the second..damn
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
-John Irving
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