When I feel depressed, I often feel like im sort of not with it. I feel like the world is moving and everyones doing thier own thing but I am not. I just sit there feeling lonely with my thoughts as the only thing that will listen to me and myself as the only person that I can call a "friend". I feel numb or personalized to the point where I dont want to move. I just want to sit there and do nothing. I either feel sad or extremely emotionaly numb. Its like If I cant feel sad, I cant feel anything. I also feel hopeless and confused about my ownlife and I actualy feel like a big heavy boulder that cant budge. Just standing up feels like I am lifting piano. Depression really sucks and its just something we have to live with and treat.

I hope everyone has a fantastic week!

Roman