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Old Jan 27, 2010, 08:55 AM
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Originally Posted by rainbow8 View Post
Blue, you're doing great work. You give me hope that I can get farther with a new T, though I think you can win an award for the most progress in the quickest time!
Do you really think so??? Maybe I am just getting down to business as if I know her a long time? Its funny you say that!

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I'm sorry you didn't learn trust from either of your parents. That's so sad. What ftt told you about acting out sa makes sense to me. If it's what you experienced, maybe that was your way of making sense out of it, or responding by making it "normal" or something like that. I don't think you have to "figure it out" yet. Ftt will help you sort it all out.
Maybe it was a way for me to gain control over childhood situations that I felt were not under my control. That is a good insight Rainbow

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It hurts me to read that you were manipulated and felt used. No child should have to endure that. But you're going to get healed from all that because you're getting the help you need.
Thank you for your friendship and support of me. Sometimes when I post things like this I wonder if everyone will think I am bad and dirty. But you see the child that was manipulated and used and it helps me to see her that way,too