No, I actually e-mailed her back and asked her for clarification. I told her that T had told me that "naming" it would help me have power over it. She said naming it was fine as long as I didn't use it to identify myself.

I only mentioned it to her because it was relevant to the body work question I was asking. Not to identify myself. I worked with her for months last winter without ever even telling her about it.

Healing just SUCKS. Sometimes the temptation to just sleep forever is ridiculously huge. I hate these feelings.