Honestly, I think she DOES have issues. She met with my T about me, and based on how things ended, I think T agreed with me that *her* issues were coming into play, for sure. I hate that she won't ADMIT that I trigger her issues.

I KNOW I need to let this go. I almost never get angry, ever. I'm sure I'm taking anger that belongs somewhere else and aiming it at her.

Why is it so hard for me to just let myself be angry at the actual abuser? Is it because my anger would be so big that I don't know what I'll do with it? Is it because he is not HERE and she IS?