Hi Bebop! (psst... it's me-- mandyfins remember your pistachio cake-- St. Patricks day? I'm planning on baking it again this year) I'm back after a long absence...... was re-grouping myself got a new therapist and working on lots of things....

anyway.... I'm sorry you are lonely-- that is a rough feeling.

when my boys where real little my husband was away for 16 months.... was so horrible and lonely..... I understand.... it's like having something but not being able to really have it..... like a starving person sees the food but can't get to it..... an awful feeling.

thinking of you

fins (mandy)