I have the worst trigger in the world. Sex. I won't be graphic about it but it bothers me that when I have sex a lot of the time I relive all the trauma I've had. Too many memories and flashbacks occur. Mostly I get images of past events and just the same fearful feelings I've had in the past.
Yes, I'm a survivor of sexual abuse, if you were wondering. Does anyone else experience this?
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