Wow...I have no idea. At this point, probably just "you are such an asshole" or "**** you". Not too constructive. I seem to have this formless, free-floating anger. I've been here before and I don't really know who I'm angry AT. T told me once that he can think of a list of possibilties - and to just pick on and try it and see how it feels. I always pick the guy who raped me in college. I wonder why? Seriously?