My SI, my SU thoguhts and that im severly depressed.
I know what that is like. you can text, call, IM, email, private message me and I will listen and try to help. just private message me first and ask for my #
You know what happens, he yells at me telling me that I have no ****ing reason to be depressed and he was bullied worse than me BLAH BLAH ****ing BLAH.

Depression is not only caused by personal reasons. It can be a chemical imbalance in the brain and most parents don't know or don't what to admit that there is somethong wrong.

He doesn't even flinch, he doesnt feel anything, I feel so alone, he didnt even offer to get me help. I dont want to live. No one cares about me and no one wants me around.

Well for starters, if I didn't care I wouldn't be replying to your thread. 2) is you are not alone... I am here and pretty mmuch going through similar circumstances (from what I can tell)

AHHHHH NO ONE ****ING CARES!!!!!!!!
I feel so alone, I don't want to exist


I know how you feel but, I care and I want to try to help, please let me. You are not alone. You say that you don't want to exist but you know that you aren't ready to completely give up, or you would have done it already

What do I do now, I've done everyhting I possibly can to get help. But all ive been told is I have no reason to be depressed. THAN WHY DONT YOU TELL ME WHY IM SO DEPRESSED!!!!!!
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What now???

Depending on where you live and achool. you may be able to have psychologist that will come to your school to help you and they can also have a psychiatrist if needed. That's what I am doing now. Your dad or anyone of your parents or gaurdians sign and you have a pre-meeting then you will have regular sessions. (If you have insurance it's a bit easier, there are also personal clinics you could go to)

U Are NOT alone.