Keeping me to my word? Ahhhh! Thankfully ive had to call and set up appointments with new t's before and have a lil confidence i can do such a thing successfully.

Babieca that was a very entertaining and informative post. I havent had too many problems with the urge to wake board recently but i do understand the message. I have a little problem with knowing what is realistic or not. What is realistic though i guess is figuring out what i want and then trying the first step to it. This is usually where i get stuck. I picture myself getting halfway up the staircase and then there is a step broken in half with a scary spider and something smelly and gross spilled on it. So then i have to walk all the way back down and find a different staircase. Then i worry about wasting all that energy on something that didnt amount to anything. I need to turn off those thoughts. I know i can do that if i try. Ive turned them off for impulsive thoughts before so i should be able to here to. Worth a shot anyway.