I was doing really well, I put on weight I was eating really healthy. Then I had a really bad day, one of the main reasons is that I am so scared my husband is going to Afganistan ( he is in the Royal Air Force )and I am frightened he will get hurt put there. Since 3 weeks ago I have lied about eating I have been telling my husband that I have been eating my meals when I havent. I have lost a stone in weight in just under 2 weeks. I feel so weak and tired, I have been put back on medication to help with my deppression. I went to the doctors yesterday he told me if I loose any more weight they have no other choice but to admit me into hospital. I try so hard to keep on top of this but sometimes I feel I am fighting a loosing battle.