I hear ya. I agree with the other suggestions of just taking it for today. And remember the 1st day and know you don't want to go it again. For my, 90 days was scary because my friend went back out and then died not long after he got his 90 days. A lot of people go back out after milestones. I think this might be your fear and self-doubt talking. When you start thinking you can't do it, that it's too much, just tell that little voice "thanks for sharing!" and jump into something else. Tv, books, magazines, talking to a friend. You can do it. This too shall pass.

~Rayna