Hey i know how you feel. When i was in my early teens i met a guy i just wanted to be friends with at first. during this time i was bi-curious. after a year of just hanging out we got drunk and got nasty. It was weird for a while between us but we started dateing and it was great for a while intill i had to move out of state now i am a proclaimed bi-sexual and have been with several guys and girls sence then and have even been married once. My advise is try Myspace. Make a fake profile and set up as either bi or gay and that your single and looking. hook up with somebody and see how it feels. if you don't like it hey at least you'll know. if you do than it'll be a new chapter for you. i sugggest myspace because you can meet local people you don't know. another safer thing as a test try looking up porn. my favorite site is Gaybeef.com it has all kinds of free gay porn. see how that makes you feel befor you try anything. peace out man good luck