I am so sorry you are feeling so down. forgotten
I wish there was some way I could help..

Which state do you live in.. Maybe they have something like Mediaced where you can get help on your med's and stuff..
It is throuhg the welfar office here in Missouri..
I know some do not even like to think of being on that kind of help. .but it helps me whith my 312 dollar patch every month

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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