I've been SI for about 6 years now and can't seem to stop. I used to be able to control it better but now it's getting harder and harder to deal with. I find myself cutting at least once a week and when I'm not, I want to. I just don't want to deal with all this stress anymore. It doesn't seem worth it anymore. I cut earlier today and love the feeling of it. It's been getting worse lately and nothing I seem to do will make me stop. I'm too scared to tell someone about it in fear of what they will think about me. Help!