Owlover, what happeneed there? did you tell him you had the syndrom so that he wouldn't push you to buy the light? and now he's mad at you? Oh dear, it sounds like you have a lot to be stressed about. I know the medicines are hardto takein the beginning,esp. if you have the lithium on top of it (can be hard on the stomache). It usually takes time before it gets better, but I'm sure you know that . HUggs, and try to get something down you.