((((((((((((((( dear angel ))))))))))))))))

whooo... what a rough session.

the one thing that can't be said about this session is that you didn't feel anything!!! Then, or now!!! so if that is what yr T was aiming for (remember, sneeeeky therapists ) it's having its effect.

the thing that stands out to me in what you wrote is this >> I can not get it out of my mind.

To me that says that your mind is hard at work processing your session, and it may be that in a few days you will see all of this differently. When will be your next appointment? be brave!!