Im sorry for posting this here, is probably not the right place, but I know this forum is popular.
I have been struggling with my mental health for several years. I have chronic anxiety, PTSD, and DID. I have suffered all forms of CA,. I have a wonderful therapist who is helping me come to terms with my awful childhood. At the core of this, is my alcoholic mother. She has been an alcoholic all of my life (Im 45) and has caused a lot of pain and sorrow. Now she has terminal cancer and has only 2 weeks to live. She lives in Australia, and I do plan to go over. I feel sick with anxiety about seeing her, how I will feel, really just the whole thing!!! How on earth can I put these bitter feelings aside when she has caused so much damage to my life. i am at a loss. Please help.