my depression has been going way too long. but nothing seems to help. i just got out of the hospital but am still not eating because of no apetite.my thoughts are dark i feel like im headed back.there is no light at the end of the tunnel. everyday is just the same.more pain to endure than the day before. ive been in day programs. im in therapy and on plenty of meds. i try to keep myself very busy so i stay out of my head. i also have 4 kids that keep me very busy. its not that i havent been trying things.its that nothing is working. its so hard to get through each day being more torturous than the day before.