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Old Aug 22, 2005, 11:29 AM
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Allan Allan is offline
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Everyone has their own type of program that works for them. What works for me might not work for others. Also what is working for me right now may have to be changed as time goes on. We cannot be set in stone on what works for us now will work forever. Like what was said, we can fool some of the people, but it is up, late at night all alone, then we know what is really going on. I, and others here, I feel are not here to impress others about the time we have or anything, we all are just one drink, one use away from being back where we were before. Just being honest with ourselves is the first part of our journey. I had failed many times trying to con my way through programs and all it did was hurt myself. I had to get honest with myself about what I was doing. I was not hurting anyone else by saying I was doing good and really down in the dumps. I was just hurting myself from getting healthy again. Best of luck to all and we all have our own ways of staying clean. There is no set pattern to what will work for everyone.

Allan
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