I put this in general as it isn't attributed to any illness/disorder (to my knowledge).

I just cannot seem to get motivated to do anything. Primarily, it is because I don't feel well. Recently though even when I do feel good, I can't get anything done. I've tried all my tricks: setting a timer, picking up 5 things every commercial or computer break, etc. It's just not working. I find myself walking around in a daze, forcing myself to do little things like a load of laundry or put away clothes. Lethargic...thats what I am.

The worse I feel the house is, the worse I feel. It's downright overwhelming. My house was spotless in June! Not anymore. I really should be getting things ready for the visit from my in-laws over Labor Day weekend. Even the fear of my mother-in-law isn't motivation me (and it always used to work)!

I'm not taking any medicine except the hormones that my doc prescribed for my health problems. I am weening down on them. Oh, and I have to take advil with the medicine because it makes me ill (doc said that would happen). From 4 a day (8 Advil a day), to 3 a day (6 Advil a day), currently on 2 a day (4 Advil a day), next week to one a day like normal (no Advil). So far so good on that front...but I still worry.

School is starting in a little over a week. Mixed emotions about that...but its coming no matter what. I have a doctor's appointment Thursday and I am hoping to know more about what is wrong with me.

Any ideas? Suggestions? Maids willing to work for free?