I was in the hospital due to a suicide attempt and my wife told me she was leaving me. Since I have gotten out I have been struggling with a lot of different things that I couldn't have predicted (bills, child care were to be expected). What has rocked my world is this person who I was married to for 11 years and professed to Love me up until the day she told me she was leaving has become very cold to me. Very professional. She is polite but to the point. To me, I find this incredibly difficult to deal with and I cry almost every time I get off the phone with her. I never expected that. So, to LynD - I want to let you know I admire your strength to get the paperwork done; because even though she has told me there is no chance at reconciliation; she has yet to file. I refuse to file because I don't want to get divorced. LynD, once again, I appauld your strength.