I called her at the appointed time, but had to sweat it out a couple of hours before she called me back. Believe me, in that couple of hours my mind was spinning out alllll kinds of stories! (she hates me, she's doing this on purpose to make me suffer, she's not going to call me back, she's working on how to fire me, etc etc).

When I called her I left a message saying "I need to know you're not giving up on me" and so when she (finally!) called me back the first thing she said was "hell no I'm not giving up on you!" so that was awesome.

she also said "I'm sure it was a bummer having the cops come to your place last night, but I was scared! I tried to call you and when you didn't answer I thought "she'd dead' and I was scared so I called them. I don't want you dead."

so we talked for maybe 10 or 15 mins and then she said "ok, I'll see you on Monday" (reg scheduled session) and I asked her "so, now if i need to call you, I can, right?" and she said "yes! anytime."

so I feel about a milliondy times better. Thanks for being with me through this, PC friends, I appreciate you all so much.