Hi Jodi
I'm sorry for what happened to you, & for what that man said- he is awful. I'm around your age, understand your descriptions of feeling lost, lonely & aimless, & have had some bad sexual experiences as well. I'm not ready to write about them here yet, but if you would like to PM me, maybe we can support each other.

I like what Bill3 wrote: "What happened after?" That's really what matters. I hope life will get better for you.