thanks allan, fayerody, rayna, and bama.

today has been, so far, one of the greatest days. taking it at my pace and getting things done. i'm so proud of myself..

could be the humungo sized cup of coffee this morning, but who cares. i'm feeling good now and likin it.

but yeah, taking it one day at a time now. i can deal with thinking every day is day one.

i definitely dont think i have this beaten. but i do like your comparison to laxitive..hehehe, i'll have to write that down and have a laugh when ever i'm feeling the need to..

thanks!!