I hate myself I hate my life can I be any clearer than this!!! nothing is going right, just found out that where I used to work the supervisor and other worker hated me and I did them nothing...why me?I try my best to be a good friend but no one stays...I agree that i made a few wrong turns in my life but why must i still be paying?my father hates me actually from since I knew him as a child he never liked me, my mother i recently found out couldn't care less about me 'cause if she did she wouldv'e gotten rid of my father when he tried to chop me up with a cutlass last year just because a bottle of cream fell on the floor but all through my growing up he has beaten me up for nothing and my mother always lied to back him up when the police were called, she's keeping him because when he retires next year she can get some of his pension money, cute isn't it?I have no friends, i have no one to turn to.I stay in the house almost 24/7, i pull out my hair and eyelashes, I wish I could give away my daughter everyday I wish I had an abortion when I had the chance. what is wrong with me?