I was wondering what happened to you! I'm so glad you came back to say hi, even with the peanut butter dragging you down.
I too feel like it's not worth posting sometimes becuase I don't know what to say or how to say it and everyone else's life sucks too so why do we even bother?
But when I do feel like that, I just force myself to post something encouraging on a few threads. Maybe it's just a hug or whatever, but I know I appreciate it when someone does that for me.
Hang in there and come back soon. We're here for you.