I am certain that now I'm talking to myself, I know i'm not the best when explaining myself but I try, God knows I try my best to... and still it goes in the wind.If I had another source to go to for help I wouldn't be here (I've said this before) If I could've furthered my education I would've but without a job I am stuck in a rut. I feel like I'm being scolded for saying how I feel, I see others saying harsher things than me and they get support.