DarkEyes: Thank you so much for your support and comforting words. That is exactly what I need right now, but so hard to find. I usually do not discuss my feelings because I find most people really do not care or if they do, they respond with pity or condescension. I have given up on finding a new therapist. I have called about 5 different therapists and did not like any of them. What I really wanted was for the one I had to care, but I guess that won't happen. Thanks again for all your kind words.