Thank you everyone, for the hugs and kindness. I get really wiped out after a meltdown, so I slept all day yesterday, and I'm still really tired today. But I'm not allowed to be tired this week, if I want Labor Day off -- I have to get NEXT week's paper done by Friday. (still working on this week's....)

Whoever said this is hard wasn't kidding. I trust my T completely and I know for sure he will not do anything that will harm me in any way. But he does like to give me a good push now and then! And sometimes I wonder how much I can stand. But I put up with it because I know the only way I am ever going to heal (and get out of therapy) is to do what I'm doing, write it down, say it out loud. That doesn't make it any less sucky, though. :-\

Thank you again for being kind to me and lending a hand when I needed it. (I might still need it! :-)

Candy