Thank you for your reply and I'm sorry that you too have to deal with this crap. I know how hard it is.

I ask myself all the time is it really worth it? I realize that sometimes love just isn't enough. You are right about the self esteem issues. He has very low self esteem and I know that is why he is the way he is. He acts like a little brat at times with his silly fits. I cannot change him..he has to change himself. I try to help but I am no miracle worker here! lol

I know no one can tell me what to do or how to do it. I will figure this out. Just need to vent at times.

Sometimes I swear I may just become a lesbian....relationships with men can royally suck sometimes.

Take Care,

LightWalker